"It turned out that she wasnt in love with me as I had thought....What I am trying to say.....I understand feeling small and as insignificant as humanly possible, and how it actually aches in places that you didnt know you had inside of you.....And it does not matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of chardoney you have with your friends, you still go to bed every night, going over every detail....and wonder what you did wrong or how could you misunderstood, and how in the hell, in that brief moement that you could think be so happy?
And sometimes you even concince yourself that she would see the light and show up at your door.....
And after all that, for however long that may be, you go to some place new, meet new people who make you feel worthwhile again....And little peices of sould will finally come back...and all the fuzzy stuff....all those years of your life you wasted.... eventually starts to fade........"
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